It's Complicated

I never thought that being married can be this complicated. 

It's been three long, tiring years living with a person who doesn't even know how to love completely, genuinely. He lacks sincerity..

Small things really matters as time goes by..

I don't feel like I am being respected at all.

I really don't care if he doesn't give me any bucks from his salary. It is just that some kind of insulting that he can't trust me with money. All the more frustrating is that, he's been like a leech. Seeping all of my resources, of which he should be doing the opposite. 

But anyways, I've been civil with him since 2013. Might as well let this be for the rest of my life.